Domo. :D

ok.(:
ppl who were >.<-ING over me
being emo kid again, I AM FINE NOW.(:
revitalised after a camp.
Maybe if i go for camps enough got the
anti-aging effect. no need cosmetics alr.
hahahahaha.
went for camp at camelot.
even though its tiring,
im sleeping my butt off almost the whole of today,
I feel happy.(:
hoho.
feel the sense of achievement that i always
get after camps,that i have made an impact
in some person's life. (i HOPE...)
when i first saw the kids,
i thot im a goner.
like seriously.
Cause i never had any frens in normal tech,
and most of the ppl i know are from
the express stream.
plus the fact I used to be also assuming
that normal tech ppl tend to be
rebellious and stuff....
ok.my bad.lousy assumption.
but after the 2nd day,
even though my throat was STILL dying,
they were still arguing,
I realised there was a slight change.
they were more enthu,
more accepting of the instructors and
our comments and suggestions.
No doubt they tend to forget and end up
becoming too rowdy at times,
but after the 2nd day,
i realised those kids were GREAT.
maybe to others they may get out of hand,
but at the least i saw a change,
and i was uber happy with that. (: (:
And initially i still thot
"this will be the first camp i will totally
lose all sense of control of the campers."
haha. thank god it was not so.
and even though they didnt get to do
the skit during campfire,
I had this sense of trust in them
that i didnt feel in the first day.
I was still insisting to ph and huihong
"they will make it de.(:"
I just felt that the effort they put in
for the last 20 min of the time we had
in 2 days was worth all the sore throats
and pek cheks.(:
Because i could see they really wanted
to do sth for themselves.
And i believe if they had performed,
they would have been really really good.(:
its just sad we didnt make full use of
the time we had.
but i had fun,
i hope they had fun,
and i would forever remember this camp,
the fun i had, ahmad, the instructors
i met that all taught me soooo much,
and the fact i almost flipped over in the
dragon boat but somehow survived
standing for almost an hour as the frontsman.
hahahaha.
that experience was scary man.
I was hanging on to the rope like SIAO,
praying for all my life
huihong and i will stay on board.
haha.
but, its all cool,
and i hope i will get to continue
in this line as part time
even in the future.
maybe camps are really a part
of my life.(: